I can't say that I have ever liked change. In fact, I've always hated it, a lot. I have to remind myself every single day, hey things can never stay how they used to be. You always said nothing would ever change. You always acted like it'd be the same forever. I actually thought I'd be the one to change and not you.
Does it hurt?
Yeah. It really does.
I've tried everything in my power to change too. I've tried to accept it. I've bent over backwards to please you. I've tried everything to make it go back.
I get shot down every single time though.
I guess that really proves what I thought all those months ago. That the thing that made us so much stronger, really was just what held us in that spot that we were.
Is it my fault?
I've always been the person to blame myself, so I can't help but think it was me that caused you to be this way. Be so short. Be so sharp. Be so changed.
I wish it was the way it was. I wish you could act like you do to everyone else.
Where'd I go wrong?
Well I know you like I know my family. I know you're gonna get mad at me for even writing this. You're mad I even think this.
Well can't you see?
Can't you see that its all changed?
I wish I could even be mad.
Maybe one day you'll see. One day it'll all be gone, and I hope you'll miss what was like I do.
Well I hope you can hear this. This plea for what once was. This plea for acceptance in the secret club. I'm sorry for what I did, I hope you know. I hope you know I stopped remembering what I apologize for.
Well I hope you can hear this.
Well if you were listening you would know. But I guess you never did want to do that now did you?
Just tell me when this change is over, because I don't like it anymore.
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